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dante "walking dumpster fire" rantanen | riku ([personal profile] darkinferno) wrote2017-02-01 01:54 pm
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Dante Rantanen
"Hey, you've reached Dante. I'm not in right now--you know what to do."


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hauhra: (all i gotta do is jump)

[personal profile] hauhra 2018-04-30 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
In hindsight, I was foolish.

And in the end, no better than all of the people in my life who had given up on me.


[ oh my god is this what he's been doing to other people all this time?? an epiphany. ]
hauhra: (all i gotta do is jump)

[personal profile] hauhra 2018-05-03 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
That must be nice... it's something I would have liked to have had, and it's something I thought I had with Malik when we were still friends. Our interests weren't always the same, but he didn't care that I was a bad kid, or that I wasn't as sweet and friendly as the adults around me wanted to be... he kept hanging out with me no matter how hard I tried to push him away. None of my usual people barriers seemed to work on him.

But maybe what we had was something he ultimately decided to sabotage despite all that because he didn't think he was worthy of it.

I was the same way for the longest time, and to a degree, I still am... but I had made an exception for him because he seemed to have made an exception for me, too, at least at first. Unfortunately, I was wrong. I was letting him in, but that wasn't the case in reverse... so I felt that, for my sake, I had to let him down the same way most of the adults in my life had let me down.

But now I know why they did.
hauhra: (all i gotta do is jump)

[personal profile] hauhra 2018-05-03 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to let him make the first move. With the way our relationship ended, I don't think he'd be very receptive to anything else right now.

But I'll meet him halfway if he does.
hauhra: (and that's everything) (show some respect down on one knee)

[personal profile] hauhra 2018-05-05 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I'll see you then.

Later.