wow i'm glad that retrospec's apparently given you the ability to read people's minds and know exactly what they're thinking without any possible way of ever being wrong
wait a second it didn't you're just being a tool
NOBODY knew we were gone for three weeks, nobody who wasn't on the network. i tried calling ari today and she was completely surprised to hear from me and everybody else seems convinced i went to visit my old man for three weeks instead of going missing entirely
i don't know what happened to the people you're living with but i'd put money on the fact that retrospec messed with their brains to make it fine that you were gone, the fact that they apparently didn't worry doesn't mean shit
you can try and tell me i'm wrong all you want but at the end of the day you're just driving people away yourself, it's a self-fulfilling prophecy you're writing and it's all gonna blow up in your face sooner or later
You're trying very hard to defend these people you don't know... That's alright, even if you're still misguided. There, is that a better word? Does it hurt your feelings less that way? Oh well, you're still wrong. Even with Retrospec meddling, there could have been any other reaction instead of what I got. But that's nothing new either! So maybe it's better that way. Retrospec doesn't have to tell them to not care... they have that all worked out by themselves.
Has it ever occurred to you, during any of your self-righteous rambling that I never wanted to be with anyone? I don't NEED people telling me what to do or how to act. If they leave, who cares! I don't care because I'm better off alone! I certainly don't need your pity because I don't fit into this manufactured "family."
Why are you so determined to pry into my life? It's not going to prove anything, I know what I've been through and you trying to shove it back into my face like I'm somehow wrong about it isn't going to
you know what, nevermind, you don't even deserve to finish this conversation with me. I'm not going to sit here while you keep trying to one up me in regards to my own life. I know what I've been through and it's just as bullshit as I've been telling you! You're not listening either!
shut up SHUT UP YOU'RE NOT LISTNING AT ALL YOU'RE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT I SAY YOU STUCK UP ASSHOLE I HATE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE GO AWAY GOAW AY GO A WA Y
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wait a second it didn't you're just being a tool
NOBODY knew we were gone for three weeks, nobody who wasn't on the network. i tried calling ari today and she was completely surprised to hear from me and everybody else seems convinced i went to visit my old man for three weeks instead of going missing entirely
i don't know what happened to the people you're living with but i'd put money on the fact that retrospec messed with their brains to make it fine that you were gone, the fact that they apparently didn't worry doesn't mean shit
you can try and tell me i'm wrong all you want but at the end of the day you're just driving people away yourself, it's a self-fulfilling prophecy you're writing and it's all gonna blow up in your face sooner or later
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Has it ever occurred to you, during any of your self-righteous rambling that I never wanted to be with anyone? I don't NEED people telling me what to do or how to act. If they leave, who cares! I don't care because I'm better off alone! I certainly don't need your pity because I don't fit into this manufactured "family."
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what did you want them to do when you got back
what reaction did you want them to have since apparently you were looking for one
otherwise you wouldn't be bitching about how "there could have been any other reaction instead of what i got"
so what did you want
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Why are you so determined to pry into my life? It's not going to prove anything, I know what I've been through and you trying to shove it back into my face like I'm somehow wrong about it isn't going to
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So leave me alone!
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you're just getting pissed because i'm not rolling over to validate what you're saying
what reaction would have been "genuine" enough for you? anything OTHER than "oh. you're back." with that look like they smelled something bad?
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but whatever, if you don't like what i'm saying, you don't have to listen
the same way you've been doing this whole time