[Oh god where is Fai when he needs someone with a psychology
background? Tatsuo had talked with Ryoji a couple times, but hadn't really
known him well. He'd heard the kid had somehow died, but hadn't known any
details. Looks like now he's getting the details. It takes Tatsuo a bit to
answer. Because he's thinking about his mom and Aoi-chan, and the maddening
affect grief and guilt can have on you.]
maybe you could have. or maybe just
as many people would have been hurt and killed. maybe if you'd had your
powers still, the exact same thing would have happened. or maybe it would
have been worse. there are too many maybes and we have no way of knowing.
but ryoji wouldn't want you blaming yourself dante. i can safely say that.
because it's not your fault. i think i've known you just long enough to say
that even without your powers you fought like hell. and that's all anyone
could have done in that situation.
[Unfortunately, if it were Fai or anyone else with a psychology background, Dante would be more likely to clam up and refuse to talk than anything else. He's not supposed to have feelings outside of smarm and charm and "sarcastic asshole" mode. It's only the familiar names and the influence of everything he's drank tonight that's letting him spill some of it, the names and the alcohol and Arlene tripping on a landmine and bringing everything rushing back.]
i odnt know
ryojis too nuce for hsi own good anywsys
[All of these people trying to convince him that it wasn't somehow his fault... he doesn't understand how he's supposed to believe that, how they think he possibly can. But... that doesn't matter right now.]
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if i could ve maybe ther hwoudlve been less pepole hrut
i couldve blokced the thing that kileld ryoji
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[Oh god where is Fai when he needs someone with a psychology background? Tatsuo had talked with Ryoji a couple times, but hadn't really known him well. He'd heard the kid had somehow died, but hadn't known any details. Looks like now he's getting the details. It takes Tatsuo a bit to answer. Because he's thinking about his mom and Aoi-chan, and the maddening affect grief and guilt can have on you.]
maybe you could have. or maybe just as many people would have been hurt and killed. maybe if you'd had your powers still, the exact same thing would have happened. or maybe it would have been worse. there are too many maybes and we have no way of knowing.
but ryoji wouldn't want you blaming yourself dante. i can safely say that. because it's not your fault. i think i've known you just long enough to say that even without your powers you fought like hell. and that's all anyone could have done in that situation.
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i odnt know
ryojis too nuce for hsi own good anywsys
[All of these people trying to convince him that it wasn't somehow his fault... he doesn't understand how he's supposed to believe that, how they think he possibly can. But... that doesn't matter right now.]
im nto goona let the drink ing becom a habit
i know bteter that that
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see that it doesn't.
but if you need help, just ask, okay? doesn't have to be me, just someone.
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itll b eok
thaskn tatsuo
godo luck wit yoru own shit
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thanks.