[She might not know him all that well, or the details of what him and his group have been through. But Aria knows enough about tragedy and denial and that tine tends to help.]
It will get better. It will stop feeling like that with time. Everything still feels too fresh, right? I won't promise that that feeling will go away completely, but it will get better. We have to hope that September isn't like what some of us had to through this month.
You can talk to me about stuff if you want. Sometimes that helps too.
[It's true, time usually does help. But in this case it almost makes it worse; it's been a couple years since his grandmother passed away and Dante first made the decision not to care about anybody. Those walls were starting to break down a bit, but now, here, again--letting himself care about his team just led to hurting like this.]
yeah i know
[Does he mean about it getting better or talking to her? Dante doesn't specify.]
why does everyone want me to talk to them, it's not going to change anything
[It'll be a bit before she responds back. Something like this needs to be handled carefully and appropriately.]
No. It won't. Nothing will bring them back.
But sometimes when you lose someone, you feel like you loose a bit of yourself. Even if you don't know them really well, it's hard not to be affected in some way.
It might change how you feel though. And that can be something important.
It's up to you. Your choice, Dante. There are different ways of dealing with it. This can be one.
[Unfortunately, there are only a couple of people Dante might confide in after this. It's too uncomfortably akin to admitting weakness, admitting failure to talk about why Ryoji's death eats at him so much. And while a couple people have managed to worm their way past his defenses, have proven that they'll stand beside him no matter what happens... he's still got an irrational distrust and fear to talk about it with most people.]
what, talking about my feelings like i actually give a shit about them? next it'll be sewing felt hearts from calico scraps and hiding wishes inside
[Hmm, he's probably still tired from everything and might not need a lecture. But still, she can't quite let one thing go.]
I refuse to believe that you don't.
[If he's mourn from a loss, for whatever reason, then of course he cares. But she won't go any further than that.
For now...]
But you do you, Dante. I'm just leaving an offer open is all. I don't mind if the only thing you want to let me know in the future is if the fight club's still on or whatever.
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It will get better. It will stop feeling like that with time. Everything still feels too fresh, right? I won't promise that that feeling will go away completely, but it will get better. We have to hope that September isn't like what some of us had to through this month.
You can talk to me about stuff if you want. Sometimes that helps too.
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yeah i know
[Does he mean about it getting better or talking to her? Dante doesn't specify.]
why does everyone want me to talk to them, it's not going to change anything
he'll still be dead
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No. It won't. Nothing will bring them back.
But sometimes when you lose someone, you feel like you loose a bit of yourself. Even if you don't know them really well, it's hard not to be affected in some way.
It might change how you feel though. And that can be something important.
It's up to you. Your choice, Dante. There are different ways of dealing with it. This can be one.
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what, talking about my feelings like i actually give a shit about them? next it'll be sewing felt hearts from calico scraps and hiding wishes inside
i think i'll pass
[Sorry, Aria.]
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I refuse to believe that you don't.
[If he's mourn from a loss, for whatever reason, then of course he cares. But she won't go any further than that.
For now...]
But you do you, Dante. I'm just leaving an offer open is all. I don't mind if the only thing you want to let me know in the future is if the fight club's still on or whatever.
I just hope you get some rest.
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fight club's still on for sure
after this month, i think we've proved we need it more than ever
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[Yup. That's all she's sending him now.]