i took care of him. he was in hands you can trust.
it's not right, i know. i won't give you the useless crap of "it'll get easier" or "he'd want you to smile". it's not easy, to lose anyone you consider a friend. it's not fair at all, after we all fought so hard.
i will say though that if you can, don't isolate yourself. don't let yourself be alone, because it'll turn everything inwards.
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it's not right, i know. i won't give you the useless crap of "it'll get easier" or "he'd want you to smile". it's not easy, to lose anyone you consider a friend. it's not fair at all, after we all fought so hard.
i will say though that if you can, don't isolate yourself. don't let yourself be alone, because it'll turn everything inwards.