[Maybe. Not really. Right now he feels like he's been split open in all the chaos, and he doesn't know how to fix things. He's never known how to fix things, not really. Relationships, items, ideas... he's always just thrown them away when they fell apart. He's the only thing he's never been able to get rid of, and even in the past he's only thrown up walls against everything.
Is this too much to wall off, to refuse to unpack? Maybe... but then again, maybe it's not.]
yeah
i'll be okay
i just need it to stop feeling like everyone's holding their breath, it's like everyone's just waiting for what september's gonna bring
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Is this too much to wall off, to refuse to unpack? Maybe... but then again, maybe it's not.]
yeah
i'll be okay
i just need it to stop feeling like everyone's holding their breath, it's like everyone's just waiting for what september's gonna bring